I am feeling so upset today. Feeling so sick at the same time. But nobody cares about me. Infact they even hurt me. The boyfriend i love so much is just not someone i used to look up to n respect. He just got no balls. He is still a baby.. not grown up yet. I feel so sad how he can walk around when he is admitted on hospital. He even went to paragon. Gosh.. how much i sacrifice everyday sitting next to him in the ward doing ntg. Hw i spend every weekend in his crib not being allowed to go out. I miss going on a date with my own boyfriend but i try my best to be patient and tolerate with all this. I have to be understanding with his condition. But looking at him walking ard today just break my heart. Even if i came today to visit him. I wont get that chance of walking around. I just wonder why i just have to take care of pple feeling. What about my happiness. Is everything fair enugh towards me? By all means if u wanna do whateva shit. But is it a must for you to take all the pictures? Whats your motive actually? And there he goes ignoring me. After all i have done. This is what i deserve in the end.