Ya allah kau lembutkan lah hati die.. walaupun die tak dpt menerime aku setidak tidak nyer die dpt memberikan aku penjelasan kenape die benci sgt ngn aku dan boleh berubah hati in just on night..

Kerna sygkan kamu.. aku dgn rela hati melepaskan mu utk mencari kebahagian kamu.. pergilah sayang pergilah. Tidak akan ku pendam perasaan benci pon terhadap mu. Dan aku janji tak akn pernah memburuk buruk kn diri mu..coz u used to be my best bf..u have done everything u could.. if the rsip fails.it have been caused by me..

It was easy for pple to say stay strong..hw cn i possibly b wen aku sendiri sygkan die separuh nyaweku.. sygkan die sepenuh hati aku..terkilan sgt.. terase bodoh sgt.. i thought all this while his feeling was love towards me.. but instead it was a half2..at least i hear the truth frm his own mouth.. den wats that happiness and laughter for wen u have tt feeling to let me go..hw am i suppose to be strong wen he was my only friend and lover that i have always needed like for 24hrs a day.. n nw nt a single min..ouhh at least i got noe hw it feel finally..wen i have been the one tt ask for a break.. he is owaes there to mend things..n he m to put me bck together again.. nw wen its my turn to work things out to mend my mistakes.. i carn do it.. im such a failure.i make it worst such tt u have tt feeling of wanna let me go.. i carn do anything more.. i just deserve It

You want the truth i tell you the truth.. this phrase have been playing on my mind.. wat we had all this while? U fake it all? You are such a good actor coz u manage to break my heart. I thought wat we had all this while was love.. alhamdulilahh at least i know the truth.. thkx Allah for showing me the way.. everynight before i close my eyes.. ill doa that ya allah seandainya dielah jodoh yg kau jodohkan utk aku..kau permudahkanlah jln kami..dan sekirenya die bukan utk ku.. kau berilah aku pertunjuk dan berikan aku kekuatan utk menghadapinye..