The reason y i dun nid ur replacement coz i personally believe that u belong to me.. i may sound soo old fashion but maybe because that i have given my everything to u ttz y i dun wanna find others.. i dun noe hw its like having to have sex with diff diff guys..im guys scared coz i dun trust em..  for 22 yrs.. i trust no one but you..walaupon klau kite mmg tk de jodoh.. ill oni find a man who is ready to marry me..i have my own pride n im so not used to do with diff guys..n i dun even wanna try.. im scared of being taken advantage..

Alyff.. i carn shut my eyes.. hw i wish i have the guts to ring u up.. haixx..i regret for not asking for my pills..liza rinduuu alyff..if u think by letting me go n see other guys make me happie instead of you..will make u happie n feel better bout urself.. i will..i wun disturb u.. i wun show my sadness even deep inside im crying..i remember hw i used to nid u every sec alyff.. asyik nk kepit saje.. nk balek pon hati berat.c hw i much i have cut dwn my pameperedness demi kasih sayang.. nw its getting worst u r just torturing me.. i wannaa be by ur side owaes alyff coz u are my happiness..

I miss u soo badly.. ur sweetness ur romanticness.. ya even small little things like putting plaster on my legs i call it sweetness.. even hugging n kissing me i called it romanticness..im not a diffcult girl..u dun have to do anything fancy to impress me.. small things that u do n remember tgat impress me..esp wen u remember to order my food without vegie..wen u noe i cannot live without bbq sauce at bk hahaha.. wen u carry my beg even without me asking.. wen u open doors.. wen u feed me with ur own hands.. wen u whisper ily.. wen u kol me.. wen u carry me with ur hands.. wen u put me to sleep with ur singing.. now whos gonna sing for me wen i have trouble sleeping.. i miss you alyff.. y cant we be happie or better than other couple.. simple things like make me explore my own country.. wen they sae spore is boring..i dun think so wen im with u.. coz u are full of surprises..that bear u put at my doorstep.. those flowers u deliver to my office.. those eyes tht shed tears coz of love n afraid of losing..the way u would make me lie on ur chest.. the way u lie wen u sae u r not tired.. the way u kiss my forehead.. the tymes we do lots of camwhore..haha..wen u wipe my tears wen i cried.. the way u hold my hand n show the world im ur gf.. the way u hug me wen im cold..those tymes u nva fail even once to say im preety each tyme i meet you..where have u been my alyff.. wheres my alyff that would do anything for his gf.. the one who wud stay up till early morning morning just to climb up n get mosquito bites hahaa..the one that would fight or argue or get scolded for the sake of his gf..the guy that encourage me that one day we will make ut n prove em rong..the guy that would tell the world his love stories like he is so proud that im his gf..i miss u my old alyff. The guy that easily manage to steal my heart.. the guy that im willing to give myself to..the guys that set goals with me..the guy that promise me marriage one day..

No wonder lahh he dun noe that i have watch ted. Because u delete ur check in with me.. sedih sekali.. da second tyme.. sometyme i just feel that u are ashamed to have a gf like me.. as told the other dae.. u told me dun msg u mushy2 lah if anything happen.. so i wont text u alyff.. i dun want u to fall for ny wrds.. let ur heart decide wat to do.. save the rsip or leave it hanging.. doesnt mean i din text i forget u.. u r my every air that i breathe in..ill kip my wrds.. i cn nva find ur replacement..if i cn i dun want too.. coz im afraid of getting hurt again like i was before..but u came giving me hope.. u lah yg bangun kn balek semangat i..u promise me two tings happiness n laughter.  And to treat me luke a princess..i dun mind erasing all my ex frm my life.. but since the dae i noe u.. u r my life.. my first n will be my last..no matter hw many attention i may get.. all i ever wanted was frm you.. if ur happiness wasnt meant to be with me.. dgn rela hati im letting u go.. no matter hw it hurts.. i will owaes love oni u alyff..no other guy cn open up my heart to love again except u..

Terime kasih buat kenangan yg terlalu indah ini utk kali terakhir nyer.. that is all u cn give.. where am i suppose to find the meaning of love in todaes dating.. i love u so much.. terlalu indah saat2 bersame dirimu kekasihku.. i miss laughing out loud like just nw.. wen u make joke hahah at last ur joke wasnt a lame one hahaha.. n i wanna laugh like i laugh watching movie with u.. the night was close to perfect syg.. sedihh sgt.. hw i wish that i cn live with that laughter..

Ntg much to post about.. but just wanna scream!! I LOVE YOU ALYFF

He got the point there y must i stay in a rsip wen someone dun treasure u.. wen someone else out there is waiting to be given a chnace to show me wat love is abt..i think i have done my part to give u a chnce to stay in my heart.. ive prove to you tt not all girls care biut looks n apperance.  I think my task is done..but as long as it gets.. u just dun cherish me anymore..

Where are ur promises to make me happy ..laugh n smile.. whers ur duty as a bf.. hes taking over ur place nw.. he is the one hu cheer me up.. make me laugh n enertain me wen u fail ur duty as a bf.. im afraid tt one dae if this goes on he would take control of ur place in my heart.. coz right nw im searching high n low for the reason y im staying.. the longer i stay..things just get worst .im like invisible to u.. like me feeling is an option for u to take care of..well great. Ill make u my option too n only find u if i have to.. everything iz lost.. u nid me only for ur lust.. im not gonna entertain u any longer

I love u so much bby.. bile step single senyap je.. nw kau irritating kat fb aku tsk! Lari peminat ku ahhahahahh!! Tetap aku syg kau.. im proud to have u as my bf..no one cn love me n give me the happiness like u did.. lari pon lari lah peminat.. janji u are owaes there..

Alhamdulilah..its bck to normal..actually its not hard enugh to put tt ego away for the sake of loving someone..im glad i make tt move..thx God..

Sometimes i feel that i miss my old self too..my old self before u start hurting me n cheat behind me..i miss that old me that would tell the whole world proudly who my bf is..i just wonder y am i hiding it frm the world.. same goes to you..i miss ur love story that u tell the world.. n friends would laugh but u wun mind.. n u wud sae..biarlah ape org nk kate..i miss that strongness in our rsip..i miss hw i get dragonfly and butterflies and wateva flies i have in my stomach each tyme i mit u.. i miss myself loving u like a baby n no one else matter.. i miss myself hw each tyme my heart jump out to receive a call frm u..a text frm u..i miss myself being faithful to you.. din i realize why did i chnge so much..y am i bz mending ur character n ur ways wen im not even perfect..y have u nva tell me off n talk to me if i chnge.. was it me that start chnginv tt cause u to chnge to.. ? Wat happen to us..to the rsip that we r proud of..a rsip tt pple tries to destroy but we hold on n fight against the world.. nw no one is tearing us apart.. we are tearing up our own rsip n our own happiness..i noe baby that i am ur happiness sincr the first day..u knew coz u treat me like a princess..way far better than any other guy have treated me ..n u r my only happiness too..u shine ny world like no one else did..u gave me love in a fairytale story hahaha..imy baby..i miss us..the old us..that loves each other so much..n berkepit saje.. hw i wish u did tell me that i chnge..hw i wish u did tell me that u miss the old me..by the tyme i reflect myself its just too late.. but ill move on.. ill live like its for u..ill do everything n its for u..i wun go bck to my old self..u put in tons of effort to chnge me to be a better n wise girl..ill live on that way for u.. ill live life like i felt ur love every single second..n ill keep my words wen i used to tell u i can nva find ur replacement sweetheart.. but ur love will owaes be with me to give me the strength to pull thru everything..

Haiya.. it just add on to my loneliness at werk tmrw:( was  thinking wat i shud cook for u..umm but wat for right..ohh baby baby..bercinte tu mmg susah kn..wen u got one party that kips trying hard to fix thing..n one party just bo chap..n owaes give up..its not tat she dun care..maybe she din noe hw to fix..coz shes a girl..wen one end is loose..u will put it with both ur hand to strengthen it back..wen both end are loose..it just fall off..i understand tt humans have the limit..n u r tired of being the one to fix..if only i knew hw i want to be like u n fix things up..i would want to help u hold the other end so that it remain strong..if only i knew hw

Y din i have a chnce to be as preety as girls out there..y din i have such a hot body like em..if i were to have all that for sure a guy wud really take care of me..n treasure me like a piece of glass..nwadays in this world..its abouts the looks n physical.. not about character anymore...just like wat u once told me we rthe leftover one..ttz sad..so no matter hw slutty u are as long as u got the package..everyones after u..i just wanna be tt kind of girl..lifes bck to square one to who i am actually before u change me..the kind of girl tt go lepak..go party..drink..have a fling here n there..have no future to think of..or maybe add on a lil..be like a slut n get fcuk..since nw i have the experience..cnfrm byk laki lagik suke..gosh wat a corrupted girl ahahah.. no wonder i sae u chnge me alot i stop all that for u..err dun understand myself wen im with u im dying to do all that..carn even stop texting other guy..nw wen i have the chnce..i feel so carn be bothered..haiyo wats so gonna happen next..ill just go with the flow then

I Fell in love with you noe sure y n hw..it just came thru the bck door like u were meant for me..it takes me a long tyme to get over u..wonder just y..one moment i miss u..another moment i hate u..hw i wish u could love me like im the only girl left jn the world..hold me like theres no tmrw..hw i wish u cud look thru my eyes n feel my jealously..my selfishness..not forgetting my love..hw i wish u cud read my mind..hw i wish u wun have the chnce to even hurt me..n hw i wish that guy tt used to go crazy over me n try to win my heart comes bck..hw i wish..if i were to make a bucket list before i die..all i ask for is to grow old with u..and die with u..to reach for goals that we have set..

THere may be thorns in bet but i love my night with u.. im sorry for the arguement..thnx for the movie marathon..its been long haha..to the expensive dinner.. the games we played..But its not about the money that makes me happie.. its the last part of the day.. the fairytale.. like it was in a movie.. the way u slowly approched n kiss..wen u kneel dwn.. wen u pulled me n hug..n surprisely carry me.. thay wa s a short awesome moment of ytd.. i feel like a princess n i smile of happiness..

But sadly u became frm an awesome guy to some typical guy i hate the most. U were once meaningful.. nw u r meaningless..i used to be ur princess..but now like a slave to ur needs.. its nva about the money u give me this n that.. i just wish for the old u.. but pple chnage.u carn be u anymore..n its been the second tyme u nearly left me..first was wen u sae u will leave me wen i ask for a part..n next was ytd. Wen u leave me like a guy with no balls...wheres ur respect for me..wen u want me..u tried.. all ur different method n ways to win me.. wen u get me already n dun nid me..u just dumb n walk awy.. no wonder ive been trying to part nicely n still be friend u dun want.. so ttz ur way.. u said tt maybe we r not fated.. if theres better guy out there u will give me to him..wen u noe urself u are owaes the best for me..n u sae that..where have all the fights for me gone to? Where have the fight for the rsip been to? Everything so diff.. its seems like u nid me just to please ur lust.. i dun nid that kind of guy..its plenty out there..well if thatz ur way.. ill go with it.. ill leave u behind before u left me..
i shud have seen that cyber love wun bring to anywhere..have fun n be happie with the doll of ur choice.. those hottie chicks out there.. just be sure that they cn be with u for hu u are.. like wat ur mum sae
. U r ungrateful.

Aku benci kau.. lelaki pengecut yg pernah aku kenal.. tk de care nk tgl kn pompan sendiri... aku menyesal kenal kau.. bahagie.. itu janji kau dari dulu.. its all bullshit..

I hate the word of promises because of the presence of Last min unpredictable circumstances.. so promises nva exist sampai bile2..