Great!! I'm officially 21...heexx..I enjoy the celebration i had together wif him..

Went to party..have been quite sumtyme since we last party together..

Still at my fav place..Zirca&Rebel..hee : D

Sori fer da arguments we had in da beginning..sori fer making u wait..hmm..quite long i say.. : D

Sho happie n I had shO much fun larh...tankxx darl..!!

After sho many bdae present he gave me, he still bought me a bear keychain wif da date n month on it..

Shoo swits...tankxx alot..appreciate every moment I had wif u...I still love you..Muackssszz!!

Ytd party was great..OMG!! like i enjoy myself sho much..tanx guys...

but tings were such a mess in the end..it have cum to the end of our r'sip..

I guess we juz carn understand each ota needs and wants..sho ya..I have to let go..

Slowly I will try to move on...I sho used to tis..being loved..and in the end being hurt..Its normal in life tt

we have to go thru tt..I have to move on...I have to learn to be on my own..be a independent gal...

well I've decided to take up WSQ cert in hospitality and accommodation . Went fer two hotels fer the int.

and I have to wait till friday fer their response..em..y I wanna take up this tingy coz I believe tis is wat i have owaes wanted. After this cert, I will go fer da advence..thereafter, I will take the diploma in tourism..hmm..

I believe it requires lots of hardwork..sho ya..will give my very best..If i can't make it fer tis..den i would consider taking up diploma course in hospitality and tourism management at School D' Hospitality. Or maybe considering to take up Uniformed group..as Police officer or CNB..I wanna have a career where I can go far..in the next few yrs..and I wanna build a good future ahead...I'm sho anxious..waiting fer the outcome of the interview.

Sometimes I tink that its better to kip wateva u have plan to urself..coz sumtymes pple juz dun understand u..

Was OTP wif him juz nw..well kinda miss him..n he seems sho dwn at werk..

sho told him tt I will call him wen he is free n nt feeling tired..ya was chatting..

Wen..great! he hung up da phone on me..k fine..I juz miss him sho much..miss him badly..

He have been werking..n me sitting at hm kinda bored..eventhough he feel sho tired, all i nid is juz a lil thought to cheer me up..I'm his gf afterall..not tt i'm selfish..but all i nid is at least a lil attention frm my own bf..if he is owaes busy wif work..work..work..n he sound sho badly n boring otp..wen i get bored, dun blame me if i use my own wae to seek attention...if u carn give me tt..maybe guys dun understand..ya..ey will sae ey werk fer us they gf..to spend on us bla2..but again love and affection still wins ova money..even if u r rich n can buy me everyting..yeah i'll be glad..but i nid love..sum1 to tok to..to play wif..to hug..to share everyting..umm ferget it la.......i get ova excited wen it cums to his off dae..

N will obviously be sho dwn if he dun feel like miting me..

but i carn force him..maybe he nids a rest or wateva..

NO point miting if we were to end up quarreling..everytme we wanna go out , he owaes wanna plan..y carn juz let everyting cums naturally like last tyme..we cn even end up arguing about hu to plan..errr...sho ya..juz
gonna be a boring dae again tmrw..BUT..