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Sunday, September 7, 2014

I am feeling so upset today. Feeling so sick at the same time. But nobody cares about me. Infact they even hurt me. The boyfriend i love so much is just not someone i used to look up to n respect. He just got no balls. He is still a baby.. not grown up yet. I feel so sad how he can walk around when he is admitted on hospital. He even went to paragon. Gosh.. how much i sacrifice everyday sitting next to him in the ward doing ntg. Hw i spend every weekend in his crib not being allowed to go out. I miss going on a date with my own boyfriend but i try my best to be patient and tolerate with all this. I have to be understanding with his condition. But looking at him walking ard today just break my heart. Even if i came today to visit him. I wont get that chance of walking around. I just wonder why i just have to take care of pple feeling. What about my happiness. Is everything fair enugh towards me? By all means if u wanna do whateva shit. But is it a must for you to take all the pictures? Whats your motive actually? And there he goes ignoring me. After all i have done. This is what i deserve in the end.



9:03:00 PM



Jealousy will only kill you at the end of the day. Holding my breath and trying to pull myself together. Trying my very best to overcome this jealousy. I dont it to end up destroying my relationship further. I just love him so much..just too much and im sure of his feelings too that he adore me too. Just got to learn and trust him in love. Theres no point of getting angry and being so paranoid without any reason. If i were to follow my feelings.. i would have kill all the girls that even talk to him but seriously its so not reasonable.



8:56:00 PM


Sunday, October 21, 2012

Ya allah kau lembutkan lah hati die.. walaupun die tak dpt menerime aku setidak tidak nyer die dpt memberikan aku penjelasan kenape die benci sgt ngn aku dan boleh berubah hati in just on night..

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3:27:00 PM



Kerna sygkan kamu.. aku dgn rela hati melepaskan mu utk mencari kebahagian kamu.. pergilah sayang pergilah. Tidak akan ku pendam perasaan benci pon terhadap mu. Dan aku janji tak akn pernah memburuk buruk kn diri mu..coz u used to be my best bf..u have done everything u could.. if the rsip fails.it have been caused by me..

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2:36:00 PM



It was easy for pple to say stay strong..hw cn i possibly b wen aku sendiri sygkan die separuh nyaweku.. sygkan die sepenuh hati aku..terkilan sgt.. terase bodoh sgt.. i thought all this while his feeling was love towards me.. but instead it was a half2..at least i hear the truth frm his own mouth.. den wats that happiness and laughter for wen u have tt feeling to let me go..hw am i suppose to be strong wen he was my only friend and lover that i have always needed like for 24hrs a day.. n nw nt a single min..ouhh at least i got noe hw it feel finally..wen i have been the one tt ask for a break.. he is owaes there to mend things..n he m to put me bck together again.. nw wen its my turn to work things out to mend my mistakes.. i carn do it.. im such a failure.i make it worst such tt u have tt feeling of wanna let me go.. i carn do anything more.. i just deserve It

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1:20:00 PM



You want the truth i tell you the truth.. this phrase have been playing on my mind.. wat we had all this while? U fake it all? You are such a good actor coz u manage to break my heart. I thought wat we had all this while was love.. alhamdulilahh at least i know the truth.. thkx Allah for showing me the way.. everynight before i close my eyes.. ill doa that ya allah seandainya dielah jodoh yg kau jodohkan utk aku..kau permudahkanlah jln kami..dan sekirenya die bukan utk ku.. kau berilah aku pertunjuk dan berikan aku kekuatan utk menghadapinye..

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3:29:00 AM


Tuesday, September 25, 2012

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